LYRIC
recruitment season Lyrics by jenny nuo, from the album “realizations of a tightrope walker“, music has been produced by Conparky, and recruitment season song lyrics are penned down by jenny nuo.
recruitment season Lyrics
Ah
It’s recruitment season again, how I wish I could fit in
And how I wish I felt comfortable, be myself in my own skin
Look around at all these perfect chalices filled to the brim
I’m just untempered glass, they’re made of porcelain
Say, “I’m fine”, no, I didn’t lose my mind
I’m a narcissist who’s insecure all the time
Skip my classes, then I wonder why I’m so behind?
Somehow, I always feel alone and undefined
I guess wisdom comes with age, but my time has been a waste
‘Cause I’m nevеr good enough to feel like I’m okay
I ask my older friеnds how they feel ’bout the world being so gray
How can they say that?
Feels like I won’t ever have what it takes
What it takes, what it takes
(Can I be honest? I don’t really know what’s going on right now)
Did I ever feel like I belong?
I’m a little fish in a very big pond and everybody else is in control
I don’t know what’s going on
I say, “I’m fine”, no, I didn’t lose my mind
I’m a narcissist who’s insecure all the time
Skip my classes, then I wonder why I’m so behind?
Somehow, I always feel alone and undefined
I guess wisdom comes with age, but my time has been a waste
‘Cause I’m never good enough to feel like I’m okay
I ask my older friends how they feel ’bout the world being so gray
How can they say that?
Feels like I won’t ever have what it takes
What it takes, what it takes
Back in high school I thought I’d be smarter, prettier in college
Maybe I was a better swimmer when the pond was smallest
It’s recruitment season again, they’re asking for my advice
Thought I’d be put together when I stepped into the spotlight
Hate being admired when I’m really not all that
And this town hasn’t expired, I just grew up too fast
And they know that I know that I don’t know anything at all
I don’t know anything at all
I guess wisdom comes with age, but my time has been a waste
‘Cause I’m never good enough to feel like I’m okay
I ask my older friends how they feel ’bout the world being so gray
How can they say that?
Feels like I won’t ever have what it takes
I’ll never have what it takes
Will I ever feel okay?
Will I ever have what it takes?
SONG INFO:
Song: recruitment season
Artist: jenny nuo
Album: realizations of a tightrope walker (2023)
Music: Conparky
Lyrics: jenny nuo
