Feeling lost, my life’s not going straight
Don’t know what path to take
I’m broken, I can’t be fixed
Having mixed emotions, I can’t explain
Can’t slow down
Full of dread, hatred and pain
I feel like my life is being detained, it’s too insane
Don’t feel sane, not the same
Not the one to blame, I often blame myself
I’m too depressed, can’t withstand myself
I can’t stand at all, people pray on my downfall
I’m scared, nobody cared
I’m scarred, people leave me for dead
My lifе will never be thе same again
I have no meaning in life, I’m devastated
People listen, but don’t hear me, overstated
I have deep wounds, betrayed countless times
Every day, I feel resentment and frustration
I feel paranoid, these emotions I can’t avoid
I feel paralyzed
Everyone’s life would be better with my demise
Frozen in time, I can’t move forward
Can’t think, I’m losing sleep
Try to forget all the torment, I’m distorted
Every day, I want to cry, weep
My life’s a race, always ending up last
Try to move forward, but I’m stuck in the past
My memories are traumatic, driving me insane
So distant and disdainful
Nobody realized my life is painful
Every day, all I feel is misery
Fading away, I think I won’t see another day
Tried to get help, but they all rejected me
I’ll forever live in torment and pain
This isn’t going to end, it’s such a shame
I’ll never be humane again
People are so ungrateful towards me, why?
Am I really that easy to despise?
I can see all the hate in everyone’s eyes
Everyone hates, that’s not a surprise
Why can’t we all just get along?
Why is society broken?
Why are people too shy to resolve this problem?
Why are people too shy, too outspoken?
There’s hate crimes, why aren’t they getting resolved?
Aren’t we supposed to adapt, evolve?
This is a predicament, yet, nobody witnessed it
How can anybody live like this?
Why aren’t we living in harmony, peace, bliss?
Why can’t the pain just be dismissed?
Sometimes we can’t get assistance in life
I’m just trying to hope for the best, pray, wish
Is life supposed to be dramatic, relentless?
Restless? I can’t stress this enough
All this exertion? It’s too much (It’s too much)