(𝘖𝘩,𝘰𝘩 𝘰𝘩,𝘰𝘩,𝘰𝘩,𝘰𝘩) (𝘛𝘳𝘦 $𝘢𝘷𝘢𝘨𝘦)
Don’t know who I am anymore
Am I a burden?
Do I matter to anyone?
Sought out to find myself
Regain my purpose
Took some advice, did some soul searching
Tried everything, nothing was working
Who am I? Am I real?
Depression is the only thing I can express, feel
Who am I? Am I useless?
I cause everyone pain
Everyone says I make life better
Then why is everyone trying to forget about me?
People try to reassure, reassess my faults
I’ll ask again, who am I?
Am I really important?
Having flashbacks, trying to remember
People know me by my alias, not as the real me
If you saw my pain, that my life is filthy
I’m having epiphanies of who I was before
Why didn’t I stay the same?
Emotional outbursts, anger is all I reign
There’s no reason to be proud of me
All I ever do is mess up
Now I live in limbo, unprepared for what’s next
“You’re amazing and people love you”
Don’t try to change my mind
All I will continue to do is waste time
Why cherish me? I make life more perishable
Stress arise in people because I’m horrendous
All the stereotypes, there’s no need to end it
Why do people still care about me?
Just forget about me completely
“Wait, come back, we care about you”
If you did, you wouldn’t be pushing me away
Everyone dragged me through the dirt
Maybe, I shouldn’t turn back and just go away
I’m roaming streets, in dismay and hurt
Been told to leave and never return
Then everyone tells me to come back
Why would I after being called a nuisance?
Why would I after people didn’t see my skill?
I’ll never find out who I am or what’s my purpose
I understand my life is torment for others
Guess I have to live up to that
Suddenly everyone’s having second thoughts
“Why are we taking our pain on him?”
“Never saw his pain, we should be ashamed”
“He needed us to be there for him”
“Not him, but we are the ones to blame”
Finally understand who I am, what’s my purpose
I have importance and I should embrace it
I’m strong, when hardships occur, face it
Now, what does anyone have to say?
Understand the message I was trying to convey
Who am I? (Am I real?)